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Welcome to Seska Unfiltered
Welcome. Whether you’ve followed me for twenty-five years or twenty-five seconds, I’m glad you found your way here.
I’m Seska. I’ve been documenting my life online since 1998, first through one of the earliest independent adult websites, and these days through essays about the whole of a real life: desire, sobriety, wellness, work, love, and the ongoing project of becoming myself on purpose. This page will always tell you where to begin.
📖 Becoming Bombshell, the current series
I’m documenting my transformation journey as it happens: the decision, the surgery, the recovery, and what it all stirs up about body, identity, and starting a new chapter at this stage of life. The series is free to read right now. Start at the top:
I Built a Career on All Natural. Here’s Why That’s Changing.
(more coming, and I update this list with every new entry)
💋 From the archive
A few favourites if you want to know me beyond the current chapter (archived posts are for paid subscribers):
Past. Present. Live. 27 years online in three eras, from a room full of cables in 1999 to now. The whole story in one essay.
The Evolution of Solo Pleasure How my relationship with my own body changed from my twenties to my fifties, from chasing release to savouring the ritual. The older I get, the better it gets.
When Your Body Has to Prove You’re Not Just Failing On six years of loss, depletion, and the moment my body forced me to stop. The hardest and most honest thing I’ve written. (Discusses depression and suicidal ideation; support resources included.)
How This Works
New posts are free to read for their first three months, so you can follow along with everything as it happens with no paywall in your way. After that, posts retire into the archive, which is reserved for paid subscribers.
Once in a while I’ll also publish something just for paid subscribers: personal extras and behind-the-scenes pieces from this journey.
Free subscribers get every new edition in their inbox.
Paid subscribers get all of that, plus the extras, plus the full library of every essay, audio, and video going back to the beginning.
Thanks for being here. The story’s just getting good.